Tired

Wow! I am so tired after working a 16 hour day. Tired but wound up and not ready for sleep. God has been dealing with me today. Why do we want to do things our way so much of the time? I mean, we know that we are just setting ourselves up for failure but away we go, our own agenda, like children learning to walk....they always fall down. That's just part of the learning phase!! Adulthood is so hard at times. I want to still be that little girl that can just start playing with people and automatically have a friend. Grownups are harder and meaner. I try so hard to please others that I find I am not pleasing myself. Please pray for me to get back up, brush my hands off and start walking again!!!! I know that sounds weird but there are so many issues that I am trying to deal with right now, just please pray for me. I thank God for each and everyone of you that I can call my friend.